Heaven
Mrs. GREEN APPLE
Theme song for *Shinso o Ohanashi Shimasu* (I Will Tell You the Truth)
Lyrics: Motoki Ohmori
Composition: Motoki Ohmori
Release Date: May 2, 2025
If only
If this were a world that belonged only to me… yes
I could have gone on without ever knowing
What it means to resent someone—but no matter what
No matter what
I simply cannot forgive you
The night is just so long
People can’t quite let go
It’s unsightly, isn’t it?
Even at this late stage
My heart is still stirred by the morning sun
If I were to hold you close
That would be the end of it all
I hate the innocence of the self that believed in you
Those days when I loved you were, more than anything…
Precious, cherished, painful, and wretched
If only
Back then, if you—
So earnest, wrapped in a futon warmed by the sun—
Had just stayed exactly as you were…
How wonderful
How wonderful that would have been
But there is no way of knowing now
Ah, I’ll pick some flowers again
And press my hands together in prayer
I’ll be joining you over there soon
Even as maggots swarm within my heart
The scent still lingers
That warmth from back then—
I love it, even in its ugliness
What should I do?
I might already be
Part of a hideous contamination
So, what should I do?
Should I just forget it all?
That’s it—let’s go home and kiss
What should I do?
What should I do? Adorn this body of mine
as it withers and decays;
just promise you won’t forget me.
Once I let myself be held,
it was the end—
I loathe the innocence that let me believe.
Those days spent loving you were, above all else,
precious and cherished—yet painful and wretched.
Ah, I gather flowers once more,
clasping my hands in prayer;
I’ll be joining you soon, you know.
Even as maggots teem within my heart,
the scent still lingers—
I love the warmth of that day,
even in this hideous state.
Ah, the laughter of angels
keeps me alive again today;
the time is drawing near for you to come here.
If I were to meet you again—
just as you were back then—
I would hold your hand properly this time.
